Early Morning Ramblings...

[BlackMagicRose]

Okay...it is 3:08am according to the clock on the computer BUT it is actually 4:08am because when Bush put the whole new time change thing into effect he neglected to remember that every computer in the known universe is already set up to change the fucking time automatically. Can we say MORON!!! Anyway, once again I can't sleep. I just have a lot on my mind. Mostly stuff I can't control yet seem to worry about anyway. Nothing seems to work the way it should. It is just one battle after another where someone is concerned and most of it is her own doing. I swear...the way things went with the girls this past time I almost think it is better if he just goes down and spends the day with them or something until we get everything we need to do done. They whined and cried the entire time. The oldest has taken to making herself purposely throw up if she doesn't like something. Needless to say their mother coddles them on EVERYTHING and lets them get away with EVERYTHING. I was completely appalled when we went down there to pick them up and we were outside getting ready to leave and instead of walking the youngest the 10 yards back into the house to use the bathroom she just pulled out a potty chair out of her van and set it in the driveway and told her to go. Uhhh...it was like 50 fucking degrees out not too mention the house was only 10 yards away!!! She said they only had allergies and I said fine as long as they aren't coughing in case it was a cold and low and behold BOTH of them were coughing and the oldest was hacking like she had bronchitis which now I am getting their cold. Problem is being pregnant I can't fucking take anything for it. So yeah...I'm pissed. Their mother or whatever the hell you want to call her needs to take some responsibility. When I told them to cover their mouths when they coughed they sat there and looked at me with that "stuck on stupid" look on their faces like I was speaking a foreign language. You can barely understand what either of them says. That is pretty sad since my 2 year old niece who is a full year and then some younger than the youngest, can talk circles around them. What is she doing with the girls? Just sitting around doing nothing instead of actually taking the time to work with them? It sure seems that way. We keep waiting for the Division of Child Support to start taking the money out because we were told flat out NOT to send her a damn thing...even clothing because they couldn't give us credit for it. Personally I am starting to feel like since she wanted full custody and doesn't want to be workable on anything than she can just fucking deal with having full custody and not having time to herself to go fuck around with whatever whacked out nutjob she's with. And she can read this for all I care. If nothing she does is any of our business according to her than NOTHING we do is her business and she can just sit and fucking spin. I refuse to deal with her anymore. I don't want her in my home or anything. Every time she is here it is like a dark cloud looms over the place for days. She is basically doing what she wants and alienating the girls from their Father. I honestly don't blame him for not wanting to deal with her anymore. Every time he has tried to contact her or anything he gets the run around or she won't talk to him. I'm tired of her coming up and saying last minute she wants him to go down there for something for the oldests school. Why not give us the 2 weeks or more they give her on scheduling that? Instead of telling him she expects him to be there maybe 2 or 3 days prior. [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/grrr.gif[/img]

*NOTE* These are my OWN opinions and have NOTHING to do with my Husband.

<font color="#FFC0FF" size="1">[ October 31, 2007 07:24 AM: Message edited by: BlackMagicRose ]</font>

[Lost in time]

I hate seeing you go through all this crap BMR when you should be enjoying your moments in being pregnant those are the most precious moments...tell me about time argh that pissed me off when our time didnt go back now it messes me up when i go to sleep and get up in the morning...dont let the stress get to you too much cuz it just doesnt bring harm to you it brings stress to the baby..when i was pregnant with Tanner i was always stress i let everything get to me which i shouldnt of...when Tanner finally came into this world he jumped alot and did alot of moaning cuz of my stress i had during my pregnancy

[BlackMagicRose]

I hate seeing Daniel having to pretty much give up time with his kids because his ex-wife is being a cunt about anything and everything. All she is doing is using them as pawns to get what she wants. It is a sad situation all the way around.